Take my title for instance, which way did you read it?
Maybe after reading the post, it makes more sense, but honestly you can read it as
What the Shit
or you can read it as
What to Say
Either way is correct because I am not sure what to say and its annoying. I want to be able to blog, and have a post or two written out, but what do I say? What do I talk about? I don't want to sit here and complain or brag, but at the end of the day, is that all we do??
But really, what do you talk about? Anything? Everything? Nothing at all? Do I talk about myself? My family, friends? School, work? Dreams? Plans?
How 'bout we just hit on everything?
Life is rough man, sometimes I feel that I have so much on my plate, and other times I feel like I should have more things to do! Some days I get crazy with cleaning my house, and others I feel like I live in a barn because its such a mess. It's all about balance, right? I mean you can't just do everything, no one is perfect, no matter how hard we try.
Thats something I have been learning lately, I've always strived to be perfect, and all the people in the world couldn't tell me it wasn't achievable. I worked my ass off, in school, at work, at home, etc. I didn't do much for myself. . I realized all this work was just a reflection of what I thought my life should be like, but I wasn't living it. I wasn't going out with my husband, because cleaning was more important. I wasn't enjoying the moment, because I had something more 'beneficial' to do.
So now?
I give... I don't give up, but I give. I want to enjoy my life, I want to enjoy my marriage, and school, and work, and everything that I devote my time to. If I am going to take a piece of my time and devote it to something other than my husband, school or work then it should be important and something that I enjoy.
Anyone have any tips on how to do this?
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