Weight Off My Shoulders

I've been one of the worst "bloggers" ever.

<< i put the "" because I don't think I qualify as one >>

I don't post often. I have no good material to write about. I was using this as a way to share, but how much do I really need to share with everyone? Do I share everything or nothing? Where is that fine line?

I promise to try to be better.. on a lighter note. I started a new project. I'll give you a sneak peek with this picture!

 This weekend I was finally really positive and I wanted that mood to continue, and when I went to the grocery store these babies were only $3!! How do you pass those up? So of course I couldn't resist, and I found the perfect place for them!

To finish off this weekend, I took these two little ones to the park by our house and they loved it!! To the max! She was running up a storm, and was getting mad because I can't throw the disc like her daddy! Normally he throws the disc the length span of the park and she makes a mad dash for it! This time... pshh, she caught it in the air e.v.e.r.y.t.i.m.e. She would run back to me with this look like "c'mon mom, a little further would help"

My Heart is across the country.

The new year started, and so did T's job. I like to think that when things change it means for the better.

This new job is taking him everywhere. Everywhere as in different cities, different states and even different countries.

 While this is an amazing, let me repeat amazing experience for us, I know it will be hard for me. Hard in the way that we won't get to see each other. I know that if people are reading, they may think that I sound like a child for saying that. I know that not seeing your significant other is not a serious problem, and I don't want to act like it is.

I just mean its tough.

It's tough in the eyes of me, hes the only person who I can vent to. He's the only one who helps me get up in the morning, and he's the only one who I can have a blast with counting to 100.

<< Seriously that did happen. I don't know what we were doing but we were cracking up counting to 100>>

The first day back to work I made a statement joke about me not having a life because my life was across the country.

My coworkers said that I was pathetic, and while it may sound that way out of context, I am not. 

It's hard because I don't have anyone to talk to while hes gone, and I don't have "friends" per say. I have acquaintances, coworkers and family but I do not have friends. That's the hardest part. With him, my best friend, I can tell him everything. When I have good days and when I have bad. My heart is across the country right now, and I don't mind if I sound pathetic, because one day they will understand what I mean when I say that.

 I am not the person who spends every minute of everyday with him, and I am not moping around while he is gone...BUT, and there is a big BUT here... I am sad, and wish that time would fast forward already.